Feeling exhausted and desperate at the same time since my test result has been released. All my hope and confidence felt just like fading away. It is a hard time for me.
I just continuing this first episode from the series The Name I Need from Omar Suleiman and can not hold back my tears. I am sobbing many times.
How could I create a gap between Allah's rahman and rahiim toward myself? How can I not feel it that way? Ya Allah, Irhamni...rahmatilah aku...
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Ya Rahman, from Your throne You wrote mercy upon yourself, You were merciful before there was anyone to receive mercy. Embrace every part of me with that mercy, my past with its scars, my present with its needs and my future with its uncertainty.
Ya Raheem, let me taste the mercy You keep for those who return, reward me with the mercy I have yet to know and raise me to the highest place in Paradise despite my lows.
Ya Ra’uf. Cover me from storms I don’t see coming. Mend me before I break. Spare me from trials of every kind. Let Your mercy reach me in ways I’ll only understand when I finally meet you.
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